so i luv luv my little brother! meep! i luv him! ha! yup and luv 2 spoil dat little brat 2!!! :oP
we watched Ice Age 2 together on friday, like after I picked him up from school and den right now, we were planning on leavin 2 like Target or something so he can buy some more video games...only da truck is here...so i was all..."um...if we find da keys we'll go, but we're not tellin mom, k?!" haha. and he's so cute! he's all "yeah, it'll b our little secret" hehe. aaw que cute!

bueno. funny story time!
ok, so as u all might know...BRS uses cubicles. yes cubicles! (ppl have such a strange liking 2 dat word! haha) and da last day i was working...it was a sunday i believe...um, i did something extremely dumb! hehe. ok so check dis out. dey actually sat us friends aside each other. it was mayra on my left, me in da middle, and oscar on my right, y luego Adrian 2 rows in front of us, in other words, he was not in front of me facing me but behind da guy who was facing me...get it? ok. so check this, we went all da way 2 Caliche's 4 break, on da way back, Oscar was drivin like crazy! and almost made me spill my banana split, besides da fact dat Adrian was in da back w/ me "tickling" me...(c i'm not ticklish...dat's y. haha) and when we got back 2 "working" he decides 2 throw me an eew! spit wat! gross! ha, so i got him back w/ a chewed up m'n'm! hehe! he throws it back, totally missed me and fell under Mayra's chair somehow, so check this! when i bent over 2 get pick it up, da dumbass dat i am, totally hit Mayra's chair's armrest!!!! lmfao! and HARD 2!!! it hurt! left me a red mark on my forehead and since it hurt so much and since dat was so stupid of me 2 have done, i couldn't stop laughing!!! 

i was, no kidding, laughing non-stop 4 about like 10 whole minutes til da point where i got red w/o breathing! haha, and Oscar had 2 save me! lmao. den i told him da story, and he started laughin, den we're both laughin tryin 2 tell Adrian across from us, my story, and Mayra, but we can't cuz we can't breathe cuz we're laughin! haha! AND DEN! 2 of our supervisors come up 2 us and ask us y we're not dialing...haha. den DEY start laughing....oh man! funniest thing ever! u just had 2 had 2 b der! hehe.

til dis day, Oscar and especially Adrian, do not live it down 4 me! whoops! silly me! it really hurt tho! i was in pain...lol.

eek! prom is exciting! i'm so stoked!!! so check dis: prom in 2 wks! my b-day da friday after! Americas' prom da next day! David's b-day da friday after dat! and Eastwood's prom da day after!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sweet!!!! hehe! too bad i gotta miss da music festival thing up in Cali!  :'o(  Stupid Poschmann's goin...*tear

can't wait 2 wear my beautiful dress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my oh so fabulous shoes! i luv dem! man r my feet gonna b in pain! haha!
k lovers, laterz, 2 much talkin...sorry...i get excited...muah!
   Roscio (yup in Italian :oD)

Carlos & Mickey's OR Cappetto's???????????????

so much goin on in my life rite now...it's hard. yup. no worries. i'm an upper. keepin dat smile on as long as I could...

things on mind:

• y does he have 2 b da 1st 2 hug me?! y's he gotta push ppl outta da way 2 hug me?! wtf?!!!! i freakin thought i was over u! dammit!
• stupid essays! fuck books!
• men r idiots! includin my boyz
• i got da wrong size shirt from dylan from Hollister 4 V-day...eh...I'll sow it up
• if Teti's, my brother, havin a relapse...i'm gonna die
• i prefer not 2 b rescued
• i dont need any sleep
• i need alcohol... :o(
• Randall...
• i NEED 2 get 2 Cali dis year!!! i NEED 2 get away from here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Make*A*Wish*Foundation better keep their promise 4 Teti's wish...or I'm gonna screw dem over!!!
• cant stop thinkin about David! wtf?!
• i'm gonna die if he's havin a relapse....i'm gonna die! i swear i am....
• i like my hair
• i miss Zelene and Melinda and Mencaca and Discoduck...and Rene...and physics class...and Kane...haha...it could go on forever! haha
• cant wait 2 try on my new bathin suit! it's purtiful!!! eek!

yeah...didnt wanna sound depressed...cuz i'm not. just stressed. madd stressed and tired. tired so tired...
i'll update on stuff later

happy birthday to Monica, Marcus and my beautiful Krista!!!

oh and wat is up with this weather?! geez...

next thing you know...we can be in bikinis for next Christmas! oy vey!

Merry Christmas to all!!!

my brother crashed my mom's car on friday...yup...wat a day to do it huh?! lol...well it was more like Andrew hit da driver's side, da door dented, the window broke, noe got da shit out of him scared plus all dat glass on him...and now he ain't driving his truck! geez....

boys needed to learn one way or another! i told them...but w/e. that's what they get. i got da best gifts ever! especially da one from Teti! i luv that spinning picture-frame wheel thingy! eek! yay! homecoming pictures are getting put up! especially da group ones! aaw...i luv my guys! hehe

So I almost died of pain yesterday! geez!
Everyone thinks i'm as healthy as a...wat's considered healthy? hmm?...as a horse?...lol...anyway, everyone thinks i'm extra healthy which i am! you know. i've only been sick twice in 6 years...but anyway...not everyone knows about my rheumatism. i get riumas only the day before it's going to rain, just sometimes when i step barefoot on cold floor, but they have never been so bad. i always just tie a sock around my knees and i'm fine. usually i only get them on my knees...but once in a while my wrists or elbows too.
but anyway, yesterday i got one real bad on my left knee...up to the point that even after having it wrapped for about an hour, being under covers, and have had put that special lotion on it, it hurt like a mother! it hurt so bad! i couldn't walk or stand on it, i started crying (it's rare that i cry for physical pain...) and on top of that i had a bloody headache that hadn't gone away since i woke up and crying wasn't making it any better and i had lost my voice from yelling with da boyz from the day before and so i couldn't even yell for my mommy to come help me! it was to da point where my little brother came in to tell me my mom was calling me from the kitchen and he saw me crying...so i told him to tell my mom to come instead...and all she could do was drug me up...i mean wat else was there to do you know? so yeah...that was my friday nite! in horrible horrible pain for about 6hours til i cried myself to sleep...and today my left knee is just a tad bit sore and my right actually has a riuma right now, but it's nothing i can't handle...

my first posada was wednesday at church. meh, it was ok. thursday we had our FCA Christmas party! it was hella fun! i took some home-made (by me :oD) champurrado (mexican type of hot chocolate for those who don't know, like some on thursday lol...) and it was a success!!! everyone who tasted it liked it! yay me!!! i win. lol. everything was super on thursday, except for the part where i got hurt by David :o( . lol. so like we were fighting bcuz i dunno wat he told me but i pretended to get mad and was all don't make me get up u jerk! and he kept bugging me, so when i got up i slapped him hard, and he twirled me around and had my arm behind my back and his other hand was at my neck...so i elbowed him in da stomach...and then we fought...literally, and towards the end when he tripped me to land backwards on the couch he accidentally pulled one of my nails back (they were long back then...everyone thought they were fake, but they were real...) and i started bleeding from the inside of my nail, like under it,...and oh man! it went numb! lol...eh i got him back. haha! but yeah. it was fun! there was like top 30 people there including Kyle and Menchaca! eek...hehe.  oh and i drove Dannielle's standard car, it was funny! i did purty good til da point where Jordy and Noe were like tailgating my ass with their brights on! jerks! then i lost control and couldn't even start right...eh. so i parked. haha. oh!!!! and Roger got hit by Jordy's truck! like no joke! see after i parked, noe got off and i wanted to jump in with Jordy cuz i luv his truck, and when he saw me open da door he drives up a little...so i try again and he does da same thing, so i'm like jerk! i'm jumping in whether u like it or not, and playing around he hit da gas hardcore at da same time Roger decides to jump in front on top of Jordan's truck! bam! he gets hit and falls on da floor rolling...lmfao! i'm da first one there. "Roger, Roger! are you ok?!" he's just laughing..."ow my ribs...hey is my shirt dirty?" i'm like ay! fuckin idiot! haha...he's ok. w/e. i just thought it was da funniest thing! lmao.

i'm leaving. oh and i think i'm quitting BRS and working for a coffee shop! yay! laterz...i'ma go pig out! luv ya!

Today's the day you worried about yesterday and yesterday is the day you wish was today...

hmm...i do luv my yesterdays. Most of them anyway. I luv this weather and how good it makes me feel. Makes me wanna live outside. lol...eek. j/k. It's as if the world is just taking it's sweet time to pass you by. Giving you more time to enjoy life and it's every beauty. I luv making new memories and I luv seeing everything as it should be seen. Everything can be beautiful if you only take the time to look at it. I like laying in the park and staring at the sky. at night. in this weather. maybe with a raspberry chai on the side. lol...

days come and go, so make the most out of them! and don't spend a minute doubting your day or wishing today was as yesterday, because that's a minute you could make your day better than your yesterday!

luv ya!

I like Justin! ...which by the way i have a funny story to tell about this Justin guy. lmao! He got invited by friends to go to San Marcos (friends from San Marcos), so for a week he didn't know if he should or could because of his job and because of the partying he'd be doing over there...hens his quitting of drinking. But he ended up leaving friday afternoon. he told me he would call me when he arrived there just to let me know he was safe. and i told him "good deal." call me even if it's like 3 in the morning and i have to go to work that day. lol. so he does at 2. the thing is i didn't answer cuz it was an out of area number. then i get a voicemessage....it's Justin. check this out; so he leaves me a message saying they hit a deer drove off the road and landed in a ditch. but that him and Ian are ok and that he called his mom to bring him his truck so they can finish their journey to San Marcos. I'm listening to this half-asleep wondering if he's lying to me or not, wondering if i'm dreaming...is he ok? wtf?! he hit a deer?! all these random thoughts come to mind...hmm?

it was true! lmao! how funny is that?! but he sounded so calm in his message! haha...ayayay. crazy boys and their crazy lives!

wat else?! hmm...ah yes. i get to go to school late cuz our Dual Credit classes are done! yay! sleeping time! hehe...actually i did enough of that over da weekend! thank God! haha...i watched The Chronicles of Narnia! very good! very very good! i likeitalot! hehe...k. i'm outtie...